So the storm passed and everyone was happy.

Lately, I was going around irritated and depressed, maybe because I didn't have much to do. I was saying things I didn't mean and being all mean. I blame my pms for it.

Anyway, I was thinking a lot. And I thought that maybe I should try more to write coherent posts on my blog. Well, it's not like many people read it anyway. I want some people to read it, but some of them clicked on the link I had sent them once and then forgot about it. Which is quite sad.

One day passed and it's still alive! Big success!

Year 2013 is difficult for me. I'm standing on the crossroads, not sure where to go. I have decided about the place where I want to reach, but there are many ways to go there. Every day I'm changing small things in my life. I'm trying to remember about my morning excercises routine. I bought a flower to deepen my hope for spring and I need to remember about watering it every day. I decided to go to Warsaw with my dance group to have a public performance, which makes me scared and excited at the same time. I'm trying to learn more about the friends that I know for some time already.... hey, don't you feel it sometimes? You know a person for a  long long time, but actually you never knew much about this person. I think me and some of my friends are ready to talk about new things now and I want to ask a looot of questions (yes, Kate - it's also about you~). I want to learn how to cook. I want to bake more cakes.

Spring spring spring spring spring spring..........................

But there comes dilemmas and problems to be solved. Opportunities come and go and I need to learn how to filter them. Because I don't want to try to do too many things at the same time. I want to decide on one way to go and concentrate on it. And now, I'm totally lost.

 Our 5 people Foreign Department from China.

I miss China and my life there and who I was there, so maybe that's why I'm still thinking of going back there, but I don't know if it's really what I want to do, or is it easy (relatively) to settle down there and that's the only reason I'm thinking of going again.

And hell........... I sent a small package in a bubbly envelope to Japan on the 5th of February, but it still hasn't been delivered yet. Is it lost? Where did it go??????

Oh, and at the end of this post I want to proudly announce that our costumes for performance in March are in process of being made:

A coat looking traditional Japanese happi. Made in Japan ^^ Handmade in Japan!

Babies act out when they're hungry, cold, tired. They do this for survival.

And I was like a baby lately. Complaining because of the cold, complaining because of hunger, complaining because of the overload of work.

That's me when I've had enough of everything.

First of, Poland was attacked by cold masses of air from Russia, which made us experience a real thing winter. At night it reached -30 Celsius degrees, during a day, oh only -20!
Then, I have a problem with my company, cause they want to cheat me out of money. I worked 100 hours of overtime, which should be paid, as I work with hourly wage, but they are piling up problems.
Next thing, is the Chinese Adventure thing.
And last, but not least, a few moeny issues. Well, but it's just an effect of my company's rules. Or whatever it is. I didn't get my pay last month....

I was bored one day, so I cut this piece! A winter accent in my room!

Anyway. I started to complain to everybody how aweful situation I am in, while I haven't noticed that the situation is changing. And now I can see the light and I can smile again.

Cakes!!!!!!!!!!!

The cold weather will last around week or two and the spring will show up. That's according to the weather forecast from the internet.
I talked with my manager and he will try doing something about my pay, but I just need to wait a bit more.
I found a buddy! I mean, one guy who got on the same internship as me, in Xiamen, found me. I know that this person is on the same stage as me, that is, no news from the Tall Fish Tank at all. But it's so much better to know that I'm not alone. Plus, he doesn't know Chinese either, so I think we're gonna be good buddies. Especially that he's from Hungary. You know what they say, Poles and Hungarians are best friends when it comes to both drinking and fighting hand by hand :D

So! Time for smiles!

A friend from work! Hipster Sylwia! After few hours of work she starts talking funny ^^

Days eft to CA: 54