It was difficult for me because I was searching for the answer for so long, and the answer was right in front of me. Do what I do best.

Today I understood that I have a weird destiny with my friend. I'm not talking about love or stuff. Just somehow we meet in the most unpredictable places on Earth. Today was the same. She is going to Indonesia by the end of this month, I'll be most likely in China soon, so I guess the next place we should be meeting is like... Malaysia or Singapore ^^)v

When I was walking to the shopping mall today a guy approached me with a leaflet n his hand. I wa sin a hurry so I only slowed down a little, but didn't stop when he started talking to me. You know, usually when a guy approaches me on the streets, he's asking about money or advertising a new restaurant. It's so sad to not be popular. Why won't anyone try to ask me for my number or invite me for a coffee, dammit!!!
Anyway, he handed me the leaflet and said: "My friend is looking for a girl". I was like LOL, what is he talking about. One glance on the leaflet and I was almost crying from laughter. I read: "I'm looking for a girl I met in the tram yesterday around 4pm. She was wearing purple coat and brown boots.... It was the second time I met her, earlier it was in the train to Warsaw one year ago [talking about destiny!]. She might be the love of my life! Help me! Go to my facebook profile and check her photo and if you know her, please tell me".

Aawwwww....!

The red letters say: "I'M LOOKING FOR A GIRL OF MY LIFE!" It's just like drama scenario! I got an inspiration thanks to that guy!

My small hobby is to think of drama scenarios with my friend Ellen, so I think this leaflet will be a great inspiration! Thank you Daniel! (Apparently that's the guy's name)

Intuition is a suspension of logic due to impatience.

Ok. So I started my New Year with laziness and impatience. I had so many days off (almost a week!!!!!), so I slept in late and went to bed around 2-3am. And today, to wake up to work, was like hell! That would be it for laziness. Impatience? This Chinese AIESEC drives me crazy! Is it even working? Maybe they are already preparing to celebrate Chinese New Year, but they totally ignore all my questions! To sign one paper... it took them ages! Wait, no. It took would be a past tense, so it's not right. Becuase I still didn't get this document. How many more days am I suppossed to wait for it? Come on, one sign. Just one. Please!

As I'm back at work, I'm also back to doing practical things. That is... writing my blog haha~! And learning Chinese ^^ No, it's not a New Year's Resolution. But I was learning it on my studies for a year and guess what? I can't speak it at all! So I decided that I should know at least how to ask where is the toilet. I still have some time, so I will use all my energy to learn from time to time..........

To be honest, I don't like Chinese language. Japanese is my first and last love, and Korean is following me everywhere (I'm trying to learn it to). Chinese sounds ridiculous. All those tones and sounds makes me go nuts. I don't hear the difference, I cannot diffirentiate two similar words. But, well, noone said it would be easy. I'm going to fight it, cause it's like my enemy. I want to know all those three main Asian languages, but only Chinese is such a pain in the... neck.

But it's still not the time to get discouraged! Cheer me on, I will concur it!

Today the biggest charity event in Poland took place. Just next to my workplace there was a small stage. The bigger one was in the center of course. I could hear some bands play, but when I got off work, they were already deconstructing it T^T

The lighting was taken down too. Boo!

Well then~!

The first step towards getting somewhere is to decide that you are not going to stay where you are.

Scrap New Year's Resolutions. I'm not gonna bother with them at all! I know and you know it as well, although you might feign ignorance, no New Year's Resolution turn out well. Of course, there might be people who always keep theirs, but how few of those people actually exists! I'm not gonna do it this year.

I will make a balance of 2011 year, on the contrary. I think it was a good year.
January - I quit job in Cinema City.
February - I met a guy I like till now ^^
March - I started teaching Japanese language to one nice girl.
April - My friend got married!!!
May - Student's festival in Kraków, my hometown :)
June - I finished classes for the last year of undergraduate level studies.
July - I worked part-time in Information Center in Kraków.
August - I went to Prague.
September - I graduated with A grade for my BA thesis. I waved Ellen goodbye and sent her off to China first haha ^^)v
October - I started to work in the store here. I sat in the JLPT exam N2.
November - I signed in for AIESEC.
December - I passed a recrutation for internship in China.

Anyway, this 2011 year was full of surprises. I never expected things would turn out like it did. But I feel that the new 2012 year will be even better and I'm anticipating all that awaits me.

In this past 2011 year, I met many people, I gained many new experiences, and I decided I need to change too! Year 2012 will be very important to me!!!


Ok, I might have said, no New Year's Resolutions.... but! I need to stop bitting my nails! That's why I painted them in nice purple colour!

My ugly little fingernails....

Now, because the colour is too pretty, I'm not bitting them at all. The only problem now is.... I don't know if I can have my nails painted at work... Well, if noone tells me otherwise, I will continue with the purple ones~!




Maybe some words about New Year's Eve. I met people from high school! It's been such a long time, since I last saw them. I was so happy to see all those familiar faces! And I have to say, they all changed so much. Everyone looks so mature and pretty and hansome now. I'm ashamed. I should do something too... I have to catch up!




Well, anyway, before this post turns into a novel. I will write again. One photo from New Year's Eve party to end today's post.

Denial ;_;

Ok. Let's no deny anything this year. Year 2012 - the YES time :D